Ok this is the second post for today. I made it till 9:25 and I had to have a smoke. It really tasted nasty, but yet I smoked it anyway. I gave Frank my cigarettes and he is going to ration them out for me daily until I am absolutely ready to quit. I have told him to give me 4 cigarettes a day till this pack is gone, then I will move down to three. I think it will be easier for me to do it that way. I hope. He promised me he would hide them to where I can’t find them, and not to give them to me even if I beg. I also know that I can’t buy them because my girls have promised to give me hell if I do. Soooooo, I have backing this time and I appreciate that more than anything. I feel like such a loser and yet I feel like I have all the strength in the world from my immediate family… I love them so much.

Thank you all,

Angela