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Well today I finally got to meet my online best friend! She came to Gatlinburg Tennessee, from Florida and I am in North Carolina. It’s supposed to take like an hour and fourty mins to get there, but I got lost and it took me like 3 hours…lol…
She’s fantastic, her whole family is fantastic! Oh and she cooks good sketti! My girls had fun too. They had a hot tub at the cabin they were in and my girls fell in love..lol.. Now they want one at home. Sheesh…lol…Well, I am tired and my buns hurt from driving so much, so I am off to bed….
I am barely making it….I’m going to be honest I miss smoking… I loved it. It was calming, and I could get away. I don’t know how to do that now. I feel wierd not having them and its like sucking majorly…..lol. Another thing is I am so sleepy. I can’t get any energy. What the hell is up with that. My husband said it was normal, but geeze… When does it stop..
Today was Kaylee’s 5th birthday, and it was really good. We didn’t have enough money to do anything really, but she and I made her cake together and I took her to walmart to pick her present out….. She picked out a Soda Pop Kid, Polly Pocket stuff, and a Barbie Camera Cellphone with case. She ended up having a blast…..
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Well last night my mom took me out to a club/bar for my Birthday. Ugh… I forgot what it was like to have a hangover. I only took enough money to get a few drinks, but there was this dude that was with the band that took a liking to my mom, and th rest of the night our drinks kept magically filling up….lol I drink killer kool-aid and my mom drank 7 and 7, Plus the bartender found out it was my Birthday celebration and they made me drink this shot called “Chocolate Birthday Cake” I had to hold a lemon in my mouth, then drink the shot, then suck the lemon again, and I swear it tasted just like a bite of Choc. CAke…lol….
Anywho, I wanted my husband to go so bad, but he just dosen’t like to go to places like that, and I understand, but I really missed him being there…lol There was this guy that was looking all depressed and the dumbass that I am (drunk) hollers at him and tells him to cheer up…lol… He comes over…lol.. I tell him that h looked depressed and to cheer up, that it was my birthday. He’s like, you wanna dance…lol… I said, yes, under the condition, he knew I was married and I loved my husband very much….lol Well, I dance one song with the dude, and he was like ” You are so beautiful”, “I can’t believe that your husband wont go out with you” blah blah blah… Even though he was getting on my nerves, it was so nice to hear I was beautiful again, even if I was in a drunken stooper…lol Then the dude looks at me and thanks me for the dance, and says ” I have to run, I have to go to church in the morning.” I was laughing my ass off…..lol… Now I don’t feel so bad..
Ok, on to today… The morning After…. HELL pure hell…..lol…My head hurts so bad I can’t sleep, I can’t move…..UGH….
This also starts day 1 of no smoking… I haven’t smoked all day. The only thing that has bothered me is Im a little nervous… So.. I AM GOING TO MAKE IT!!!! I hope…..lol
Below is a recipe for Killer Kool-Aid….lol
1 oz Malibu® coconut rum
1/2 oz everclear or vodka
1/2 oz banana liqueur
1/2 oz raspberry liqueur
1/2 oz melon liqueur
1/2 oz Blue Curacao liqueur
1/2 oz amaretto almond liqueur
1/2 oz triple sec
1/2 oz sweet and sour mix
1/2 oz orange juice
1/2 oz pineapple juice
1/2 oz cranberry juice
Shake and strain, pour into collins glass filled with ice. (Be careful.. This is one of those drinks where you don’t know that you have drank like 5 of them, then you feel the BAM….lol….
Angela
Well here it is, it’s official. I am now 30….. UGH…. They say that a birthday is just another day, but Im telling you right now I feel like hell and on the other hand I have made it through more than a 50 year old in my 30 years on this earth. So that is what I am celebrating today. I am going to list my accomplishments in my 30 years.
1. I survived my parents divorce and my dad ripping me from my mother, but he did a good job raising me.
2. I survived school being the fat ass, and graduated on Vocational Honor society.
3. I survived lost love…
4. I survived the birth of my first daughter at 19.
5. I survived the birth of my third daughter at 22.
6. I survived my mother taking the man of my second daughter, and I still love her.
7. I survived my dad blowing his brains out.
8. I survived the birth of my third daughter at 24.
9. I survived cancer at 27.
10. I have survived a marriage that has been good and bad for 6 years in March.
I know that may not seem like alot, but there were things in between, and there will be more. So that is my wish for myself. To survive.
Well here is to many more milestones and survivals. Happy Birthday to me…
Angela
Current Mood:
Still tired today. I hope I am not getting sick. I hate feeling like this. It could also be that I haven’t had my meds in 3 days. Cymbalta is my goodie pill. It works so well for cronic depression, trust me….
Still so fat I can’t breath. This shit is sucking so bad. You know even if I had the money to do liposuction or cosmetic surgery, I still wouldn’t do it. I want to learn how to do it right.
If I don’t get a new Grey’s Anatomy Im going to go insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Angela
I am so tired. It’s 9:00pm and I feel like it is 3:00 am. Kaylee got up last night coughing and woke me up around 3:00 this morning. Trying to sleep between her and Frank was like a double broiler. So needless to say, I had no sleep last night… I need to go to sleep now, but I know as soon as I lie down, she will start coughing again…
My Birthday is January 18th and I will hit the big 30. I am so disapointed in how I turned out. I am an overweight smoker with no metabolisim. So I will be having a birthday party on Jan 21 with one of my friends and I will not smoke again after. I have made up my mind that the money that I save from not smoking that I will put it away till I get enough to go to LA Weightloss. Wish me luck!
-Angela
Well today I spent all day cleaning, and boy am I tired. I got all of th Christmas things taken down, but I haven’t got them to the shed yet. They are just too darn heavy, and my back is killing me.
Kaylee is still sick, poor thing. I hate when kids are sick, I just want to take it away for them.
Leeya and Sierra go back to school tomorrow after being out for 2 weeks.. Can we say, whew!…lol
Mom got a new job at Friedman’s Jewelry store as the new manager. They want her to move up to district manager in June! YAY MOM!!!….
Well I really have no clue what else to say….
Love ya,
Angela